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Every breath that I exhale is a sigh -
every breath that I exhale is a sigh of exhaustion
How sad - this is what your life has
been reduced to - a single room apartment containing no more than a mattress.
The strings have been removed from the blinds and all the outlets have been
painted over. The television screen is streaked with blood smeared from your
knuckles as you were trying to punch it out but you underestimated its
strength, or maybe you just weren't trying hard enough. Startled by a knock
at the door you rise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can
only greet the visitor with one short statement. Hello my first name is
distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello my name is
distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello I really
don't care if I never wake up again. I really don't care if I never wake up
again.

The way you wear your hat
The way you sip your tea
The memory of all that
No, no they can't take that away from me

The way your smile just beams
The way you sing off key
The way you haunt my dreams
No, no they can't take that away from me
We may never, never meet again
On the bumpy road to love
Still i'll always, always keep the memory of
The way you hold your knife
The way we danced till three
The way you changed my life
No, no they can't take that away from me
No, they can't take that away from me

We may never, never meet again
On that bumpy road to love
Still i'll always, always keep the memory of
The way you hold your knife
The way we danced till three
The way you change my life
No, no they can't take that away from me
No, they can't take that away from

satan is in the house. he killed my mom...and turned her into a bull. -slc


Life is pain, princess. . . anyone who says differently is selling something
--Wesley (The Princess Bride)


pictures yourself in a boat on a river. with tangerine trees and marmalade skies. someboy calls you, you answer quite slowly. a girl with kaleidoscope eyes. cellophane flowers of yellow and green. towering over your hand. look for the girl with the sun. in her eyes and she's gone. =-=LUCY IN THE SKY WITH DIAMONDS=



"Sex And Violence"

sex and violence sex and violence sex and violence...


the goal in life is death.
-sigmund freud


#117 If you're an ant, and you're walking along across the top of a cup of pudding, you probably have no idea that the only thing between you and disaster is the strength of that pudding skin.

#371: When you're dying, a funny gag would be to act like you see an angel, then pretend like you're having sex with it.



"What is now proved was once imagined."
--William Blake


"Happiness is a Swedish sunset; it is there for all, but most of us look the other way and lose it."
--Mark Twain


"He who would have fruit must climb the tree."
--Thomas Fuller

"Never believe in mirrors or newspapers."
--John Osborne


"You can't depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus."
--Mark Twain

MODEST MOUSE LYRICS

"Trailer Trash"

Eating snow flakes with plastic forks
And a paper plate of course, you think of everything
Short love with a long divorce
And a couple of kids of course
They don't mean anything
Live in trailers with no class
goddamn I hope I can pass high school means nothing
Taking heartache with hard work
Goddamn I am such a jerk, I can't do anything
And I shout that you're all fakes
And you should have seen the look on your face
And I guess that's what it takes
When comparing your bellyaches
And it's been a long time
Which agrees with this watch of mine
And I guess that I miss you, and I'm sorry
if I dissed you

you know what they say about woman and trolly cars.....there's plenty of em in the sea.
-can't hardly wait

We are all pretty bizarre. Some of us are just better at showing it. ---"The Breakfast Club"

Some things you see with your eyes, others you see with your heart. ---"The Land Before Time"

Don't you just hate that? Uncomfortable silences. Why do we feel it's necessary to yak about bull in order to be comfortable? That's when you know you've found somebody really special, when you can just shut the heck up for a minute and comfortably share a silence. ---From "Pulp Fiction"

"I don't like her." "Don't like her? What's wrong with her? She's beatiful, she's rich, she's got huuuge... tracks of land." ---From "Monty Python and the Holy Grail"

Me?!? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, I'm scared of what I did, of who I am and most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my life the way I feel when I'm with you. ---Dirty Dancing

Isn't it customary to leave the scene after committing the crime? ---Empire Records

A women's heart is her castle. Exuse me while I raise the drawbridge. ---Daria


Change is never easy. You fight to hold on. You fight to let go. ---The Wonder Years

I love school, too bad classes get in the way. ---Zach, "Saved by the Bell"

When I was fourteen years old, I was amazed at how unintelligent my father was. By the time I turned twenty-one, I was astounded how much he had learned in the last seven years.
--Mark Twain

Don't let school interfere with your education.
--Mark Twain


"What about your shoes, do they serve some sort of orthopedic function?"-Kenny


Look's like someone's auditioning for soul train.

Hey, my retainer kinda looks like a klingon warship. Fire photons! (beerp-beerp)

Yo, peep this. According to this magazine, 92% of the hunnies at UCLA are sexually active. 92% yo! You know what this means, don't you. This means I got the 92% chance of embarrasing myself. I roll up on that shorty like, what's up yo? She be like, you don't know 20 different ways to make me call you big pappa cause I don't, yo. Rest in Peace.


Why I must have died and gone to heaven cause I see an angle before me. What? Baby are you crying? Oh baby please! You are far too fine to look so sad! You just tell Special K what he can do to make it better.

Is this the, uh, beer?
What the hell does it look like asswipe?..(pause)..Do you..want one?
Why yes, uh, of course. (sppsffwsssspps) Nobody drink the beer!! The beer has gone bad!!
Tastes like beer to me!
Me too!

Yo Jayna...i was reminissing the other day...back in 7th grade we were playin spin the botttle..yo i never did get that kiss..
okkk????
I remember you and your little girlfriends giggling and pointing at me all night..
OOHHHH YEAA!!! I remmeber that!!! You were eating cheetos and that orange stuff got stuck in yoru braces and NoBODY wanted to tell yoU!! so you just kept on eaten em..Hey Karen ( sorry dont know the name ) im tellin little Kenny how we used to call him Chester Cheetah!!
hahahahahahah
What are you laughin at?
Cheetah..rraaarrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaarrrr
Bye Chester!!!
Bye CheSterrrrr

I know exactly who you are. You're Kenny Fisher...we used to...we used to play Miami Vice in my basement. You used to sleepover my house...you had to leave the hall light on every night. You're Kenny Fisher who used to buy me a card every Valentine's Day and a bag of those little hearts with the words on them. And you're Kenny Fisher who suddenly got too cool to hang out with me when we hit junior high. Cause, I was in all the smart classes, and cause my parent's didn't make a lot of money. And cause you desperately needed to sit at the trendy table in the cafeteria.

Tonight is the night that Kenny Fisher becomes... da man.

yO wassup Kenny.
nuthin..sitting watchin these 2 ho's over there scratchin out to see who gets ta knock tha boots.
yO i dont see no ho's Kenny.
yO you callin me a lair! why ya'll gotta waste muh flava! DAMN!

HEY LUKE NEVER PUSHED VADER! WELL HE SHOULD HAVE HE CUT OFF HIS HAND.

Okay lets go over this again - You are BoBofed and you're Grand Moth Tarken . .
How come I have to be grand moth tarken?
Fine you're bobofed and you're grandmothtarken
I dont wanna be grandmothtarken
fine you're both kiss dolls - now you two will set up here and I will lead Mike and one of his jock friends to the backl of the pool house where u two will jump down on them renderign them unconcious witht he cloriform we mixed in chem lab - we will strip them and take polaroids of them in a pure nakedness . .


"if you are reading this, then you exist.(is that true? i mean, it should be bloody obvious to me, but it isnt.) if i invented you, then you dont exist.right? but how then can you still write me? (ive got to trust logic or im nowhere).
if i didnt write your letters you did, then youre real or im crazy. i am certain that when all this began i was making you up. now, you say you are coming here. you scare me--who are you? are you my lover or are you that dark angel whose picture came through my letterbox yesterday? i cannot stay here to find out. do you understand? i want you to be the woman i have dreamt of, to see you, to touch you, to be with you, and yet the possibility that you are a malevolent creature grown from my insanity appalls me.
so i am running away."
-sabine's notebook


i beat my machine
it's a part of me
it's inside of me
i'm stuck in this dream
it's changing me
i am becoming

the me that you know he had some second thoughts
he's covered with scabs he is broken and sore
the me that you know he doesn't come around much
that part of me isn't here anymore

all pain disappears
it's the nature of
of my circuitry
drowns out all i hear
there's no escape from this
my new consciousness

the me that you know he used to have feelings
but the blood has stopped pumping and he is left to decay
the me that you know is now made up of wires
and even when i'm right with you i'm so far away

i can try to get away but i've strapped myself in
i can try to scratch away the sound in my ears
i can see it killing away all of my bad parts
i don't want to listen but it's all too clear

hiding backwards inside of me
i feel so unafraid
annie, hold a little tighter
i might just slip away

it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head

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